Be Strong

Friday night... supposed to be a time for rest.. but it is not possible with p2s2 in 2 months time.. It seems like just yesterday that I was preparing for p2s1..Time flies... But I just could not fight with the tiredness and end up sleeping for long hours... Just feel so lethargic.. dunno why..
I wish you could be here to accompany me through this horrendous p2s2.. I remember during my study break last year, you would bring me for movies, or play games, or sing karaoke, or eat McD/mamak etc when u realised i was stressed out... All are wonderful memories.. I know is not possible this year... I have to be strong and strive on. Oh God, provide me strength and protect me. Keep me well...

yenny

again and again

Oh God, please guide and teach me what to do... I feel like I am facing a dead end.. I have tried but thing doesn't seem to work... I feel sad, irritable, angry, disappointed and have poor concentration. I wanted to just go to sleep.. I need to talk..

yenny

Hope for a brighter day.

It hurts me as much as it hurts him...the pain is so much more deeper than I thought I would feel.. .. I wish I made the right decision. I just don't wish things keep going downhill.. I hope a short break is good for each other to reflect and hopefully to improve...

yenny

emotionally affected...

Woke up late today... went for breakfast with my good friend... came back room... stumbled upon this video and hence decided to rewatch it on a saturday morning... Eventually the tears just flow uncontrollably...I do not know what has triggered it...or I should say probably I know...
Today there is a long list of tasks which I am supposed to complete.. all by myself alone in my room.. But I might just sleep off... It takes a great strength and determination. I wish I have it today.
Be strong yenny!

yenny

=(

Things have not been going well lately.. It has been a tough hard time for me (probably for him too) in the last few months.. But nothing can be done about it except accepting it and get used to it..I feel stressed noone to talk to, I feel lonely, I feel sad, I shed tears, I tell myself dun jealous of other ppl, dun look at other ppl, I psycho myself dun feel sad, be strong and things will be better.. again and again the cycles continue.. But till when? i do not know, only god knows. I will go to sleep tonight and tomorrow will be another day.. Wanna find a hide-out place tml to spend my day in silence. Long distance relationship with busy schedule is not a bed of roses.

yenny