sunshine again =D

I had a wonderful weekend..thanks to my dear... for the past 24 hours, I am feeling so happy and blessed and loved...
I hope I can see my darling in my dream tonight =) and may god protect and provide me strength to study properly tomorrow..

yenny

beginning of the final lap

today technically begins my last study break after a long 7 years journey .. hopefully this is the last and the final one... It is a mixture of feelings..top of the list is always an uninvited enemy "FEAR" of not be able to reach the finishing line as expected... Time is ticking away.. I pray to god that please protect me from unwanted stressors during this period of time.. please let me study with a peace of mind... please provide me strength to overcome all the negative emotions and not to be affected by anyone anything at all..
Had a great time in the Hall yesterday cheering together with my batchmates, hope ALL of us will reach the finishing line together this time and none being left behind.

yenny

Life is difficult

Things become more and more difficult recently... in all aspects of my life... O God, assist me.. I just tell myself to be patient and be strong and remind myself to be happy.. All will become better someday or probably I will be forced to become stronger and colder or in a nicer term "independent" a word which i hated all the while..
Sometimes I wonder, do I really demand so much? I keep asking myself that question.. i think I m not.. All the while I just want company, time, love, care and concern... is it too much to ask for? Probably all is not possible now... which makes me sad most of the time...I know I shouldn't be sad, I should change my thinking bla bla bla.. easier said than done.. I hope I can but I couldn't.. Life goes on...
By writing it down makes me feel better somehow...
I think I shall just go to the Hall and sit there watching the world around me.

yenny