Happy Chinese New Year!

Wishing everyone a wonderful year ahead!!

Shao En & Yenny

=)

He has come back home for good finally.. Has been spending a lot of quality time together for the past 2 weeks...It was great and memorable .. but somehow the happy moments in life tend to pass very fast.. weekend ends, that is when we have to say good bye again.. which i hate most...eventhough tat is only temporary goodbye .. I just miss him more and more nowadays ... Have faith that one day in life we dun have to say good bye anymore... love u darling...

yenny

A Teacher

Tonight suddenly i am thinking of a teacher. He isn't just a normal teacher,but in fact he's a great and inspiring teacher. He teaches and he inspires. Though he last taught me when i was in 2ndary school, somehow his voice vividly plays in my mind. Perhaps other than Chemistry and Biology, there's something else bond us , the students and the teacher together. I guess ex-Dermarians would know who's this teacher, and what bonds him and the students. Just wanna let you Sir, i will always remember you in my prayer and wish you well...

Sincerely from an ex-student of yours...

wish to be home...

i cant take this anymore...luckily there are stil tv rooms in hostel...place for me to escape to.. exam period is the most lonely period which i hate most which makes me homesick most... some ppl like to study alone...some do not ( i m one of them), some lucky ones get to study with company but some do not depending to the group of frens u have... i miss my school time when i was staying at home...studying at home...i will never be left alone...thanks to sis, bro n yao....really miss those time everynight we study together...on weekends or during study break we wil be together since morning... though last time i used to complain them noisy... ask them to shut up sometimes.. esp sis and yao fighting over some gossips...some artiste issues which have nothing to do with them... but now i really miss that a lot....at least that time when bored i could kacau them...talked nonsense...made fun of ppl.. laughed...chased each other..fought for chinese entertainment newspaper everynight when mum came back though all of us can hardly read mandarin...all those memories...has been years ago...since me and Yao left high school, we never study together again..left sis and bro...and now bro alone... Ah Yao and sis has alredy graduated..time flies..i miss all of u...

yenny

" Live in such harmony that others may take your lives for an example and may say one to another: Look how they live like two doves in one nest, in perfect love, affinity and union. It is as though God had kneaded the very essence of their beings for the love of one another."

.....excerpt from an interesting webpage....

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/7836659/Bahai-Marriage-(Chinese)

Yesterday was our 3rd Anniversary.... =) May God bless us along the way...

My dear now is in Moscow waiting 20++ hours for the domestic flight to Volgograd...Hope he has a safe journey...

with love...

missing u...

2 months have passed without me realising it....you are goin back to complete ur studies very soon.. is just too fast....really hoping that time stops temporarily...it feels like is just yesterday when I was waiting excitedly for u to come home... then after waiting for a torturing long week.. again i was so excited to meet u in melaka sentral on that particular friday evening, after almost a year we are apart.. I miss this summer a lot...longest time ever that we get to accompany each other...Have a safe journey back dear..i m goin to miss u terribly...=)

love u,
yenny

wonderful memories...

For the past 10 days, i have been having a great time with my dear and my family.... feel sad to come back to lonely dull routine life again... Those sweet memories will etch forever in my heart... is time to go back to the books again... jiayou and be strong to both of us! May god bless and assist us along the way... hope, pray & work together for the future that we are always looking forward to ... =)
yenny

holiday!

First of all, Happy Naw Ruz to all Baha'is!!

Today is my second last day of holiday..3 weeks holiday passed so fast.. How I wish I have a longer holiday...After this I wont be having such a long holiday anymore :-( ... But, this holiday, I did a lot of things ...really had a great time. It started off with cousin's wedding...whereby many relatives..cousins came back....had a gathering in Ying's house..playing Wii..gambling..chatting...then off to Langkawi and Pulau Payar with Manda & Dhanesh...first time parasailing and snorkelling...then this year finally i managed to go chengbeng again after many years...we all were like picnicking together with Ah kong and Ah Po... Then during this holiday also, I took the opportunity to do something which i always wish to do..that is bringing my brother out for a day...watching movie, eating, walking around in shopping complex etc....This was the first time brother took a ferry to penang, it was also my first time getting to my grandparents' house by using public bus in penang...It was a wonderful experience for both of us...to go around penang using the bus =)

This post should be completed 2 weeks back..but then due to some problems, now only i manage to finish it....because today only i got my internet connection in my hostel

yenny

The end of journey in Manipal

From today onwards, her journey in Manipal, India ended. And it shall continue in Malaysia...All the best to her in remaining 2.5 years in MMMC, Malacca !

For my darling...

Happy Valentines Day to you dear! =) Take good care of urself, be happy always and may God bless us along the way...

With love,
yenny

Who's Misha ?

The 1st time i met Misha was in late 2004, that was my 1st year in Volgograd. He was just 3 months old that time,very cute right? The guy holding him is his father, Mihail, our Baha'i ABM (Auxiliary Board Member ) for Volgograd Region.

























Today, we went to a gathering at his house. And met him again. Guess what, he's now 4 years old, will be 5 in July. He's very playful, but then never turned us down whenever we asked him to help us doing things. Gonna miss this kid when i go back to Msia in the future!

Youngest cousin

I met with my youngest cousin when i was back for summer holiday. He is so cute and chubby, and he isn't scared of anyone...And he certainly gave me a big 'welcome' by treating me 'tea' (urinating on me) twice, when i 1st hugged him and last hugged him before i left. Hee.. It was great to meet him though...Children are innocent and cute rite?;-)

home..my refuge..

As i sit down quietly alone, a lot of things suddenly cross my mind...How my life has changed througout the years.. the most drastic change is from the moment i left home..from then onwards life is no longer as carefree , as happy as i was at home... probably that is the price that i have to pay for growing up becoming an adult.. I always feel i m a very lucky child...i was born in a happy family, having mum and dad who always shower me with unconditional love, a loving sis who wil always give me some inspiring words and pray for me for my exams..and a brother whom in my mind is always a small lil boy.. who wil send me online exclusively handmade bday card which made me laugh when i was gloomy and purposely cycle after school to The Store to buy me a pen when he knew that day was my bday.. and my ah kongs and ah pohs..my kuma, pek les, pek nins, uncles and aunties..who really care for me..who witness my whole growing years...now, though some of them have left us, but the memories of them stil remain vividly in my mind.. Now, away from home, many at times, i feel very much lonely, scared and helpless... i realise the difference not long b4.. i really couldnt accept it the first time i was sick away from home and i have to go to clinic alone, then i have to look for food myself and clear up afterwards .. immediately i thought of many things...if i were at home, mum/dad wil accompany me to clinic..then dad wil buy porridge/bread for me and tell me " if u cant finish it, nvm just leave it there..dun force urself"...stil remember once i had terrible gastric, almost the whole week, whenever i went out to uncle's shop, he wil make horlick for me and cook some soup stuff for me...hope he is in a better world now.. once i was having fever and mum and dad were at work, my uncles and aunties all take turn to see how m i doing , change the ice pack frequently for me making sure that my temp din go up higher...I have never feel scared that time coz i m very sure i wil be alright.. all those remain as memories though...As a person grow up, we are expect to fend for ourselves...u are supposed to learn to do everything urself, solve ur problem urself etc etc etc all by URSELF.. if u can be on URSELF, no one can hurt u....as time moves on, slowly gradually probably i am building up a shell surrounding me so tat i remain unhurt... in a lost recently..hope things wil get better...just wanna go home..