confused...

At times i really wonder wat frens meant actually...shouldn't they lend a helping hand when the other one needs it...or be a nice host in order to make the other 's person stay enjoyable...? i m just confused...probably i should just not hoping too much...

yenny

Random update

Be frank, 1st time i felt that i am in a university after studying for so many years. I feel i have missed out so much, just simply because i had the opportunity to attend 2 short lectures by Prof. Pieter van der Bijl from South Africa. IMHO, these lectures were meant for students doing pharmacy,yet i enjoyed them. Grabbed few photos from my friend, Mozac who took all these wonderful photos. Enjoy them folks!

That's me .hehe.

Introduction speech by our vice-rector , Prof. Spasov

The hall

Prof. Rietel van der Bijl, guest lecturer from South Africa

Risk Poetry Guest Author - Danielle Hollister

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RISK TAKING IS FREE...

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To laugh is to risk appearing the fool;
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental;
To reach out for another is to risk involvement
To expose feeling is to risk exposing your true self.

To place your ideas and your dreams
before the crowd is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure.

But risk must be taken,
because the greatest hazard in life
is to risk nothing
The person who risks nothing, does nothing,
has nothing and is nothing;
They may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but they simply cannot learn,
feel change, grow, love, Live
Chained by their certitude, they are a slave,
they have forfeited freedom;
Only the person who risks is free.

~~ Author Unknown ~~

=(

Just need to vent it out!!!! my mood has been fluctuating greatly..moments ago in class while daydreaming..thanks to the bored seminar...i actually feel excited and happy thinking that this wil be the last year of separation from my dear...cant wait for next july to arrive.. the same feeling i had since i came back to malaysia..wonderful feelings...thinking of that brights up day and makes me eagerly waiting for every day to come... but within a couple of hours, due to accidentally discussed bout some old irritating issue, I become angry, feel hurt and sadness creeps in..at that moment, i feel like noone really cares for me, noone relaly bothers whether i m happy or sad...prob thats is true in real life...noone actaully cares whether u are happy or not..
sometimes i do wonder why gals gets jealous easily than the male counterpart.....
...surfing the net...then study.....life....

A long weekend gonna starts tml... Happy Diwali to all!

yenny

Just a rant

I am about to rant in this blog after such a long absence! I don't understand, i don't know how... Somehow going to gynae class, especially when the teacher teaches fully(or 99%) in Russian, i feel really exhausted, tired and hopeless. It's her good intention to prepare us for our final year government exam, perhaps it's simply too intensive for me.Sometimes i wish i can go back to the past,and rectify mistakes and fumbles i had made. But everyone knows that it's just a silly and impossible thought,as i think there are many people who have the same thought. I have gone through this far, and 9 months left before getting my degree(hopefully), and i know it's a crucial time for me to buck up for my final exams and housemanship. Gotta keep reminding myself, 'What i am facing right now, is nothing to compare with what i am gonna face in the future'. Knowing some seniors got posted to their respective hospital for housemanship, congrats to those who got their choice,and to those who didn't, cheer up, it's not the end of the world,after 2 years you are still the man(woman)! At the same time, i have to think seriously where should i apply, somewhere near to home,somewhere near to my gf? Haha..have no idea right now...

happy mooncake festival!

Be grateful always,

for everything and everyone,

at every moment.

~Jing Si Aphorisms by Master Cheng Yen

A new semester begins...

...yenny

start anew..

Having wasted the whole night, it is time to regain my composure and start studying..Everyday is a brand new day...make full use of it...Surgery exam is in the afternoon...wish me luck ppl...thanks!

yenny

wish to be home...

i cant take this anymore...luckily there are stil tv rooms in hostel...place for me to escape to.. exam period is the most lonely period which i hate most which makes me homesick most... some ppl like to study alone...some do not ( i m one of them), some lucky ones get to study with company but some do not depending to the group of frens u have... i miss my school time when i was staying at home...studying at home...i will never be left alone...thanks to sis, bro n yao....really miss those time everynight we study together...on weekends or during study break we wil be together since morning... though last time i used to complain them noisy... ask them to shut up sometimes.. esp sis and yao fighting over some gossips...some artiste issues which have nothing to do with them... but now i really miss that a lot....at least that time when bored i could kacau them...talked nonsense...made fun of ppl.. laughed...chased each other..fought for chinese entertainment newspaper everynight when mum came back though all of us can hardly read mandarin...all those memories...has been years ago...since me and Yao left high school, we never study together again..left sis and bro...and now bro alone... Ah Yao and sis has alredy graduated..time flies..i miss all of u...

yenny

" Live in such harmony that others may take your lives for an example and may say one to another: Look how they live like two doves in one nest, in perfect love, affinity and union. It is as though God had kneaded the very essence of their beings for the love of one another."

.....excerpt from an interesting webpage....

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/7836659/Bahai-Marriage-(Chinese)

Yesterday was our 3rd Anniversary.... =) May God bless us along the way...

My dear now is in Moscow waiting 20++ hours for the domestic flight to Volgograd...Hope he has a safe journey...

with love...

weekend...

Feel soo nice after cleaning up the whole room...=) Hope medicine paper this morning turn out ok ...couldnt wait to start my holiday next week...Bali here i come ..
And i start missing him dy... Another 10 months gonna be fast =) gonna go pasar ramadhan...

yenny