lost..

COuldn't study..since yesterday couldnt even force myself to finish reading a single question...hate it! just waiting the time to eat and finally chose sleep to forget everything temporatily.. my mind is not at peace, it is in a turmoil ..in a sea of emotion, full of hatred..anger..sadness...get irritated ..towards books.. my room..internet(which is of no use sometimes).... just wanna get out of the room and run run and run elsewhere..but nowhere to go..feel so lost without companion..of course frens have their own priorities.. i want myself back, want to be a person who dun scared of loneliness, a person who dun need other's ppl company, a person who can just spend her time on her own...courage!!