tired...

It has come to the end of first week of ENT posting.... sometimes quite bored coz did not get to go to hospital yet.. Still, i feel so tired... This morning had skills session, practising among ourselves...was fun..get to laugh, tease and joke with each other... Back to the room...alone.. feel sleepy... couldnt wait to leave for KL later in the evening to meet my aunt&uncle, sis, and cousins..hopefully i will be rejuvenated over the weekend.. hopefully i wil get the family-love that i need it most... How I wish i will be pampered, protected, be given all the attention, care, concern etc etc like a baby and will never be hurt... But, that will never come true again.. you will only be a baby once in ur life...supposed to pack..but feel tired...probably i shall just lie and sleep, leaving this worrisome reality world for a moment ..back to my own comfort zone... where noone wil judge you...

yenny