confused...

At times i really wonder wat frens meant actually...shouldn't they lend a helping hand when the other one needs it...or be a nice host in order to make the other 's person stay enjoyable...? i m just confused...probably i should just not hoping too much...

yenny

Random update

Be frank, 1st time i felt that i am in a university after studying for so many years. I feel i have missed out so much, just simply because i had the opportunity to attend 2 short lectures by Prof. Pieter van der Bijl from South Africa. IMHO, these lectures were meant for students doing pharmacy,yet i enjoyed them. Grabbed few photos from my friend, Mozac who took all these wonderful photos. Enjoy them folks!

That's me .hehe.

Introduction speech by our vice-rector , Prof. Spasov

The hall

Prof. Rietel van der Bijl, guest lecturer from South Africa

Risk Poetry Guest Author - Danielle Hollister

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RISK TAKING IS FREE...

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To laugh is to risk appearing the fool;
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental;
To reach out for another is to risk involvement
To expose feeling is to risk exposing your true self.

To place your ideas and your dreams
before the crowd is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure.

But risk must be taken,
because the greatest hazard in life
is to risk nothing
The person who risks nothing, does nothing,
has nothing and is nothing;
They may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but they simply cannot learn,
feel change, grow, love, Live
Chained by their certitude, they are a slave,
they have forfeited freedom;
Only the person who risks is free.

~~ Author Unknown ~~

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Just need to vent it out!!!! my mood has been fluctuating greatly..moments ago in class while daydreaming..thanks to the bored seminar...i actually feel excited and happy thinking that this wil be the last year of separation from my dear...cant wait for next july to arrive.. the same feeling i had since i came back to malaysia..wonderful feelings...thinking of that brights up day and makes me eagerly waiting for every day to come... but within a couple of hours, due to accidentally discussed bout some old irritating issue, I become angry, feel hurt and sadness creeps in..at that moment, i feel like noone really cares for me, noone relaly bothers whether i m happy or sad...prob thats is true in real life...noone actaully cares whether u are happy or not..
sometimes i do wonder why gals gets jealous easily than the male counterpart.....
...surfing the net...then study.....life....

A long weekend gonna starts tml... Happy Diwali to all!

yenny

Just a rant

I am about to rant in this blog after such a long absence! I don't understand, i don't know how... Somehow going to gynae class, especially when the teacher teaches fully(or 99%) in Russian, i feel really exhausted, tired and hopeless. It's her good intention to prepare us for our final year government exam, perhaps it's simply too intensive for me.Sometimes i wish i can go back to the past,and rectify mistakes and fumbles i had made. But everyone knows that it's just a silly and impossible thought,as i think there are many people who have the same thought. I have gone through this far, and 9 months left before getting my degree(hopefully), and i know it's a crucial time for me to buck up for my final exams and housemanship. Gotta keep reminding myself, 'What i am facing right now, is nothing to compare with what i am gonna face in the future'. Knowing some seniors got posted to their respective hospital for housemanship, congrats to those who got their choice,and to those who didn't, cheer up, it's not the end of the world,after 2 years you are still the man(woman)! At the same time, i have to think seriously where should i apply, somewhere near to home,somewhere near to my gf? Haha..have no idea right now...