reflection...

A thousand thoughts is racing through my mind... mixed feelings take control over the frontal lobes... haih... feel one kind after talking on the phone every night...though is a super short conversation every time.. No one to blame... flow with it.. flow with the time.. flow with the external elements of the world...face it.. bear with it... deal with it... but if no way out, flow with it... it works most of the time..... Time never stops...that's the good part of it.. Good or bad times will be ticking away whether u like it or not...He is busy, stressed up and fell sick already...but no time to get rest... probably that's the tough life awaiting a HO... I m feeling down and lost sometimes ...everything has gone hay wire.. my life is no longer as predictable and stable as last time.... i dunno when will i see him .. i dunno when will i get to talk as in really talk to each other telling him bout my life.. talking nonsense... what to do... HO life is horrible... many changes occur.. still adapting to it.. although i dun like changes. ... but nothing can be done...probably the worst thing is both of us have to struggle with the tough time separately... But I have faith that we will pull through this together...God bless.. lately every night coming back from library i have to psychotherapy myself..." Yenny, stand back up and continue studying.. be strong! Don't let other things pull you down.. Live tomorrow like a brand new day! Just concentrate on your work!"...
Writing my 3rd case.. struggling.. but i will be able to complete it...tml goin peringgit...
Pray for the good health of my dear and his brother.. Life it short, live it meaningfully--a reminder to all...